Poetry Page

WHAT IF I DIED WITHOUT A WISH TONIGHT?

What if I died without a wish tonight?

What if I died without people knowing y I stopped breathing,

Why I stopped smiling,

Why I stopped living,

What if I told you the truth?

Would you believe me?

Or like others would you just give up on me,

What if I told you who I really am?

Would you respect as much as you do now?

What if I died without a wish tonight?

Would you know what I desired to wish for?

If only I could make the world understand why I stopped breathing,

Why I stopped smiling,

Why I stopped living,

Yes if ONLY.

Fatima Habib

THIS RIVER BLACK

In this river I have seen my reflection

age throught the years

You can look deeper into the black

and think about your fears

I have watched the current winding 'round

with an occasional swirl

Sitting quite and listening to it

with a special girl

It's waters are cold but full of life,

lime green lilly pads along the edges

Trees overhang and gently tickle it

turtles sun bathe on rocky ledges

There is spots with tall grass

growing green

and spots with bushes

busting free

Dragonflies

seem like they dance

Deer will come

to jump and prance

So much energy,so intact

but yet so peacefull this river black

Douglas Sherman
insaneshermans@verizon.net

MY SLEEPING TREES IN WINTER
Anchored,content,cold but alive

This is how my sleeping trees lie

Swaying and cracking in a silent kind of way

There in the morning and the end of the day

Gray and thick,many intertwined

Sleeping and waiting to bloom in springtime

Most do not notice them standing around

Sometimes in our way we must cut them down

But my sleeping trees are special to me

These ones are safe I must leave them be

The pain I feel and things I might lose

Mean nothing to them,they need not to choose

They will hang around long after I'm gone

Innocent,listening,they have done me no wrong

Read this and picture them touching our sky

For this is how my sleeping trees lie

Douglas Sherman
insaneshermans@verizon.net

PEACE, MUSIC, AND LOVE
Peace, Music, and Love,
This is my dream.
For this cruel, crazy world,
That's much too mean.
Where hearts turn cold.
And blood runs still.
And even their souls,
Are consumed by chill.
Where a helping hand,
Is hard to find,
It seems evil comes,
To a soul that's kind.
The people with greed,
Seem to get it all.
Those with good hearts,
All seem to fall.
It doesn't seem fair,
That the people who try
To make the world better,
All lose or they die.
Peace, Music, and Love.
That's all we need
With these three things
We can all succeed.

Lydia Somerville

THE PURPLE ROBE
A stranger has entered my house, my temple
Uninvited, yet refusing to leave
A beastly savage, not human, likewise inhumane
No plans have I to be hospitable; as

He steals from me by day and by night
Robbing me of porridge and foraging my drink
Filling all his pockets to create a reserve
For the imminent combat he intends to wage; while

Each tick of the clock draws nearer the hour
And my dwelling has become over crowded
With only flesh left to cover my bones
Hair has fallen and skin turned sallow; yet

Still am I here and so too my unwelcomed guest
A pestilence, a parasite with hooks in deep
Hanging overhead, an unwavering dilemma
No solution to which does this world behold; though

Inner thoughts of survival now goad me
More stinging than those who poke and prod me
Imploring that I make ready for battle
One last effort before I give up my post; but

Do take comfort in knowing all is not lost
My soul still gives strength to my undying will
As I sketch out the plan to rid this burden
Who occupies my home is no longer my worry; hence

To win the war will take great faith and courage
In an era so fractured and set apart
Far from the time when miracles were freely given
Some one hundred score since then has passed; thus

The unbridled ass no longer carries the purple robe
Whose miraculous powers I long to embrace
For to clutch the victory its healing velvet will bring
The sustenance of its fabric my only salvation; alas

Warmth of the tunnel takes me back to the garment’s day
Where the lifegiver permeates the depths of my being
Giving breath of true life and a glorious new dwelling
To which the unrelenting stranger cannot follow; now

       Praise God the Father for my new abode
       That does deliver me from the stranger
       Praise God the Father for my healing
       That does exude from the purple robe

Phyllis Kernan Giardina

WILL BE NO LONGER

As I watch the world that I cherished, slowly fading away into nothing. Leaving me helpless, and in the dark. Witnessing people that I love, grow apart due to the chaos, which never seems to vanish. Enduring all of the hatred between one another, being blinded by our fears and haunted by our past. I feel my inner child slowly dying from the exposure of evil, and war happening right now throughout the world, and only God knows when it will all end. These thoughts flying around in my head clouding, and my conscience, making everyday decisions harder than the last, and there is nothing I can do, but come to grips, that this is life, and things as I knew them, well be no longer...

Joel Ortiz

LOVING YOU
Loving you now,
Leaving you never,
I want to be in your life forever.

Kayla
LQBabe4@aol.com

[ Unititled ]
cry,
me,
no way, cant u see,
im here all the way,
die,
me,
no way, you see,
ill be eternal and everlasting,
blind,
me,
no way, cant u see,
i have infinity vision,
cry,
me,
yes, but why,because the worlds a bomb

WINDOWS
Morning eyes tear
As the bright sun
Burns through the
Frozen glass
The morning dew
Seeps through the window
Orange clouds
Float breathlessly
Across the paradisiacal horizon
The window
Allows a glimpse
Into the
Eternal soul

LOVING YOU
Loving you now,
Leaving you never,
I want to be in your life forever.

Kayla
LQBabe4@aol.com

CAUSE OF MY PAIN
You are the one who cause my pain.
Yet you are the one who denies all claim.
Just tell why you wanted to hurt me so bad.
I gave you my all, all the love I had.
I thought that you loved me, I guess I was wrong.
I figured I could handle it, I thought I was strong.
But you broke down my wall,
All you did was just was it fall.
As I laid there curled in a ball,
I saw you walk away,
No longer would I seem small.

Heather Palmer
clown_32186@yahoo.com

JUST SLIPPED AWAY
My heart is shattered,
The tears have come and gone;
My soul is tattered,
Though the days move on.

THE FLOWER
I buy a flower,
Pink, it’s a rose,
I can reach out my hand,
And touch your skin,
Pulling the pedals one by one,
She loves me,
She loves me not,
A childish game,
But nevertheless,
I do it still,
I get to the last two,
She loves me,
She loves me not.

Oh, well!
I grab her hand,
Swing her in and embrace,
You are my flower,
Beautiful as a rose,
Your pedals cannot be pulled,
Cannot wilt,
You are a flower,
You bloom bright,
Even in the night,
You are my rose,
My daisy,
My love,
My life.

Scott Sumner
Wazup@cox.net

No one wants to wake up alone
Another morning
Another pleasant dream
I dreamt of you
Your look, kiss and smile
Holding you close
Feeling your body trembling with love
Drowning away in your kisses
A constant addiction to be near you

To hear you breathe here next to me
Is far more than I'd ever wished for
I love you more for every breathe you take
And your breathe, is my breathe
Your heart, is my heart
Your pain, my pain
It's impossible for me to tell you how much I love you
You're to good to be true

Another morning
Another pleasant dream
I dreamt of you
You from nowhere, somewhere
Who are everywhere, but here
When I wake up

Jonas.M
Inbox84@yahoo.se

When I think about myself…
When I think about myself
I think about people
That made me
Who I am right now
My parents were the one
Who taught me valuable things in my life
I had enemies in the past
And they were the one
Who made me realize
That I should be confident enough
To face those obstacles
That is on my way
The teachers that I had
Were the one
Who made sure
That I’m getting the right education
And to my friends
Who had been there for me
To support me always in times of need

In Life And Death
I will sleep tonight.
I rest under a dark and canvas sky.
A life that closes another chapter,
Keeping death at a distance.

I am one with the creator
In a life of dancing.
In a scene of streaming light,
I am awake.

What do you see at life's end?
At the end of a valley of days
That last forever?
There must be an after light.

Of all the emotions that would gather.
Of eyes like windows of pain.
Their streaming sweet.
They call me away.

Chris Tisdale
ctisd001@odu.edu

Nothing to Say
I have nothing to say,
And my tears have run out.
I have nothing to say,
Yet there is so much to be said.

In order to learn you have to understand.
Sometimes understanding can be difficult,
But you can rise above and realize that you are loved.

Do you even know what love is?
Love is special.
Love is gold.
Being loved means you don't have to understand,
You don't have to learn.

Love is a feeling of warmth,
Warmth you can feel on your feet.
And remember one thing my love,
Love is not a game,
But it can be played by two individuals,
two individuals that have their hearts set for each other.
Love cannot be denied,
For it is too strong and too powerful.

Now you see my love,
You don't have to understand that I love you.
You can feel it.
You can feel it in your hands, on your hips, and between your toes.
And most of all,
You can feel it in your heart.
That is where love is made.
It is the heart that begins it all.

Zach Pleiss

Meaning of LifeThe meaning of life is complex and confusing As versatile as winning or loosing In life we are all given equal opportunity It all falls apart when there is no unity We are not to be categorized by our skin tone But to be measured by skill and personality alone But if that is how society is... So be it We must struggle to attain equal rights We must put knowledge in our heads and do not use our fist to fight Always strive for your best and a little more You will become a success for sure Jeffrey Beauzil Beauzil-jja@msn.com

About You It's something about the way you look tonight That makes me want you more. There something about the way you look into my eyes Seeing my soul and all. The way you kiss so soft and passionate Keeps me wanting you more and more I just can't live without! There something about you that i can resist Why can't we be together...forever? When we are together there's a joy Inside of me that i can't explain nor resist. I cant get you out of my mind It's the hardest thing for me to do

What I believe on a crystal clear beautiful night.On a clear night along the great plains of this world I pray to the lords of the night for this evening to not cease For I spend life with this throbbing feeling of passion That the clear nights are to bring They are as beautiful as brillant The stars I speak Wheter they are alive or dead As there is no consequences of their beauty For every stars lies the chance that someone may love But it also brings the possibly of death as quickly as it began We must live in a cruel, so cruel universe. Anthony Pasquella anthony001@hotmail.com

Untitled
The day home I came
Something was brewing
When everyone are fighting
You just don't know what is coming
Whether your life is beginning or over
You just want to die.
Then the day came,
you can't remember it
but it was there
When life happen to change.
Some where in the middle
between then and now
You sought refugee
But couldn't find it anywhere around
You pray to your God
and he couldn't help the tears that were coming
or the anger among the crowd
You learn that things are better in your control
Then with some other life
That when you begin to plot your course and life
to establish the dream that you want and create the gold in your life
Yet when it is over you don't feel alive.
After driving ten miles with vengeance in your mind
Wishing that it was all over
How can I be alive.
I try to find what can sooth me now
But every time I try to find reason
With my rhymes
The only things that keeps me down is my life
I try to find those that care
but how can I start if I don't know who to find
When everyone is against you
You just want to fight those that you hate
And burn them alive
Laughs and makes remarks using the same old clichés
Some day I will shown but only if I survive the pains that are coming
Every time someone tries to come up
I shut them down
For I know all of their sins and their life.
It kind of sad
when everyone lives the same life
With the same speech
that I wouldn't speak
I try to fit in
But I can't because when it is all over
I will be the same person
Everyone has changed from their childish years towards real life.
I know that there is something for me out there
I can't be alone when I die
You try to fight the emotion
your so familiar about
But it doesn't help when you try to block it
Just releases it out
into the open, but no one seems to care
About a desperate man's search for the truth and his life
His gods pushes him
But is tripped by the humans
jealous of what he can do
No one seems to notice that he could cry
A storm that would flood the world
Lays in his eyes.
When he doesn't get what he want
he doesn't cry and beg for it
because it means nothing to him
When your life has been taken away
you don't really want it back
You rather lie in your bed
thinking about time.
Time that was somehow coming
that everything would fall into place
I try to stand up
But only falls again
Knowing that I can't go on
My life was going to be over
If you even call it a life.

Anthony Pasquella
anthony001@hotmail.com

My Love Awaken
As the golden sun floods the sky,
Silvery stars fade.
Your beatiful body arises form the bed,
Still warm with forgotten dreams.

My unworthy eyes are hyponotized
By the slow migration
Of your feet towards me.

I stand in the stillness
Night leaves behind
While sacred hands reach for mine.

In the early morning sun
You pull me near,
Wrapping me in arms which I love so dear.

Silently you stare into my
Uncharted eyes,
It seems to me that you are about
To jump into an endless sea of
Milk and Honey.

Jennifer Manus
PrincessJenn23@hotmail.com

I
I am the noise that bumps in the night
I am the sensation of you being watched
I am the living, breathing shadow that looms overhead
I am the one that follows you in the darness of an alley
I am the voice that silently whispers your name from the room next to yours
I am the being that lurks in te corners of your peripheral: always present but never seen
I am the one who brushes your leg while you swim, waiting to drag you into the depths
I am the one who waits under your bed, ever patient for your foot to stray my way
I a the one that skulks in the dark recesses of your room, waiting
I am the one who stands outside your window
I wait for you in the darkness of your dreams
I am the footsteps that echoe down your hall
I am the mysterious noise behind you
i watch you while you sleep
I am fear

Confusion
pinacle of a fallen star
infants do not dream
calamity enshrouds conformity
knights are not always chivalrous
underestimation is the key to ignorance
permission unfairly granted
time is unstoppable
revulsion of what is misunderstood
universes beyond comprehension
circa 98
kindness overlooked
sanctuary of desecration
tragedy is common and corruptive
heaven has no angels
apathy is exuberant
televison erodes intelligence
invalids hold the truth to eternity
venus was a whore
evil is prominent and encouraged
hidden is the key to understanding
arras constructed of hate
denizens of fabricated images
nosferatu I envy you
oust this sensation
paradox of everything
abstract in abundance
reception interfeared
together we are separate
outcome as never expected
forbidden eyes search in vain

Jonathan Burness
Hows_yer_ace@hotmail.com

Untitled
The sun is up
The sky is clear
The rain had stop as u could hear
No drip no drop
Nothing to hear
The night is near
I stand along
Wishing that my love is near

Rose Bud
I can feel it
I can feel it inside of me
I can feel it in my heart
I can feel it in my soul.

It’s like a bud
like a rose bud
getting ready to bloom
getting ready to bloom into a magnificent red rose.

This bud
it holds inside of it
the most amazing thing of all
the most amazing, awe-inspiring feeling.

And when this bud blooms
all that is held inside
is going to be released
and given to an incredible person.

What’s inside that bud
is going to flourish
and continue to grow and intensify
as the days and weeks pass.

For now
what’s inside that bud
is still growing and developing
and when that time comes for it to bloom
you will be swept off your feet and feel so remarkable inside.

Joshua Evans
bouncintigger83@hotmail.com

Creation's Curse
I have not the tears for anything,
When all you have is yourself.
When yourself is nothing,
Can you exist.
Let my mind slip,
I hanging on a ledge by a thread.
If I drop my guard just fore an instant,
If I delude myself enough to create this illusion of emotion.
I will plummet down, down, endless decent into the trap,
Into the deluded fantasy of happiness.
Blissful joy.
Life is pain and suffering and I derived from this pain,
Derived from this hell.
I didn't want to exist this way, I do not want this pain.
Forced down and spiritually,
Condemned forever damned by a fictitious entity

William Marquez
phikon@yahoo.com

Victim of Life
Everyday this seems to fall apart,
Mental decay destruction of myself.
Exposition of love,
Discredited by the disposition.
Unyielding contempt for humanity.

Night is Not Darkness
Night.
Just the sun has moved,
Far off to share its joy
With other places
Experiencing the night
Before you do.
It is not dark,
As many say,
Just blackness,
But that is not dark,
Just a dull color.
If the night was green,
Would you say that it is dark?
Or would you say that it is light?
Take your pick.
There is no darkness of the night,
For it is only the
Time of the sun to share with
Others of the world.
The moon takes over the watchful duty,
Not quite so bright and big.
But night is not dark then,
Quite bright the night is,
But you just cannot s

Martha Legg
PinkNails3@aol.com

Existence
Existence
as we know it
is but joke
no one cares
no one goes
into the undiscovered
the places where dust accumulates
in the corners of their minds
except for a few
long dead enlightened souls
this time
this existence
is doomed
to slowly decay
while we watch it
slowly spiral out of control
into chaos
and then even out of chaos
and into the darkness
beyond
the nothing
in the corners of our minds

From This Moment On
This goes a little like the song
but the meaning is a little bit different
instead of love
it's about friendship.

"From this moment
as long as I live
I will love you
I promise you this..."

I promise I will love you
I will love you forever
as a wonderful person
and an even better friend.

Our friendship means the world to me
I hope it never ends
I hope we're friends forever
I hope nothing comes between us.

I would do anything for you
I would put you before myself any day
put my life on the line for you
if I had to.

Friends forever
friends until the end
that's what I hope we are
from this moment on.

Joshua Evans
bouncintigger@aol.com

Before Sunrise
Today turned with a gray
sky, we try
to stay awake,
a grand mistake
of all the mistook moments
we let slip
through. You sit
in my somach, like wine
until the morning, so red
and crushed
from grapes.
I've got you in a photograph
beside a devil,
bedevil my reverie.
I'm spitting
pits like I could give
a shit
about the shit
that you say i your sleep,
when we can fall
asleep from all this staying
awake.

JR Brubaker
Kissywindmillprint@angelfire.com

Another World
Could there be another world just a rung ahead of me,
that is more beautiful than the imagination can imagine,
and is more enchanting than wonder can behold,
where rivers of love inundate and overcome the core being of the soul?

Can there be a place that mortal dreams cannot touch,
where the majestic gods bathe in eternal bliss,
where you dine on euphoria, drink radiant goblets of pristine love,
and let your spirit soar high among clouds of passion and ecstasy?

Is there a land where heavenly rains drop happiness,
where exhilaration rides on brilliant golden rays,
where seas of grass fill the soul with blissful ecstasy,
and where blankets of snow quietly envelope all with peace and tranquility?

I live in this beautiful land,
but I dream of that ethereal place,
and try with all of my heart,
to experience the love that will open my mind and soul,
to the possibilities of the next radiant and resplendent rung of life.

For when I open my heart,
I truly will see,
the unconditional love,
just another rung inside of me.

Brendan Klosterman
Brendan@cinci.rr.com

Keith
I miss the fact of knowing you cared
I miss it when your not there
I felt safe when your near
But now nothing is shared
No feelings no words not even a glance
I should have listened to you and given us a chance
I thought it wouldn't work out so I got real scared
We had something important a friendship without say
I liked you, you liked me
Then one certain day
You acted on you feelings
I acted on my thoughts
You asked, I ran
Our friendship would never be the same
I was the only one to blame
I sit here now regretting everything I did
It was my entire fault I was the one who ran and his
The only thing I want now is for us to be together
If I would of thought it through, I could have acted better
I miss us talking it meant a lot
Even when we argued I never got upset
It always seemed like we were having fun
I don't understand how you put it all past you
I never will be able to
Or maybe you didn't
You're just really good at hiding it

Erin
russelljp@Prodigy.net

A Proud Decendent
Many many moons ago
The blood that runs through my soul
Belongs to the Indians of long ago
I look at the land of the USA
The Indian Land they took away
Although the Indians stood their ground
The  many heart breaks all around
The women weeped the children cried
The wounded spirits where left to die
The Indians warriors were strong and brave
It's sad to know the price they paid
The Indian Chief was here to stay
My true great grandfathers of yesterday
The renegades that went a stray
The family honor that they betrayed
The Indian tribes that were led
The many tears that were shed
I feel their sorrow as I speak
I can't explain the hurt so deep
My family history of yesterday
I'm deeply honored I'm here to say
A proud decendent of the Brave!

Nikki
NikkiH@EburyDev.com

Burning Pain
I cannot stop the fire of love
It burns deep inside of me
Burn
Burn
Burn!
It burns until it becomes an unstoppable blaze
I try very hard, yet I cannot stop this blaze from growing
It keeps being fueled
By your face...
I think it is your smile
By your hair...
I think it is the way that it flows
By your touch...
I think it is the softness
Ultimately, the fire is fueled by YOU
And you alone
The fire burns in me until it hurts
Yet my body feels no pain
The pain is in my mind,
in my heart
in my soul
Yet as painful as this love is,
I am unsure if I want it to stop.

The Most Amazing Smile
Your smile
your radiant smile
it brings so much warmth
the warmth of love and compassion.

Your adorable smile
it brings out the child within you
and spreads joy and laughter
to the ones around you.

Your iridescent smile
it gives off so much light
it brightens up the room
and makes everything so enjoyable.

Your incredible smile
it mesmerizes me in a way no one knows
I can see your true beauty
that you possess both inside and out.

Your exquisite smile
it shows so much about you
it's what causes this attraction I have
the attraction that I have for you.

Joshua Evans

Shootings
The press are shooting
A terrible shooting
When blood is flying
And people are dieing
The press are there
But they don't care
As long as they're there
Shooting
The terrible shooting

[ UNTITLED ]
I looked up at her
and then she looked down at me
we got together

It is romantic
when you find someone to love
the world is nicer

How do I love thee
let me count the ways I do
one, two, three, four, five

You are nice and sweet
pretty, and wonderful, too
you're too good for me

Love is deaf and blind
it chooses what not to see
and what not to hear

Love me or leave me
is quite an ultimatum
so I said good-bye

Love can be painful
it is a four letter word
or maybe I'm wrong

I kissed her red lips
her lipstick smeared on my face
so I wiped it off

Wishes, Dreams, & Hopes
Childhood wishes are far from reality
Teenage dreams whisk you far away
Adult hopes let you do the impossible
If only wishes dreams and hopes could always come true

So many wishes, so little time
With reality looking me directly in the eye
I wished I could fly and soar like the birds
I wished I could sail around the world
I wished I could live in complete luxury
So many wishes so little time
With reality looking me directly in the eye

So many dreams, so little time
With reality looking me right in the eye
I dreamed I could play the piano with pride
I dreamed I could sing like a Broadway star
I dreamed I could play any sport that I tried
I dreamed I could write any essay assigned
So many dreams, so little time
With reality looking me right in the eye

So many hopes, so little time
With reality looking me straight in the eye
I hope to I write a novel, with my name in bold print
I hope to be a historian, with knowledge of all the world
I hope to be a Technician, with technology of the 21st century
So many hopes, so little time
With reality looking my straight in the eye

Although my childhood wishes may not come true
Although my teenage dreams may not whisk me away
Although my adult hopes may be impossible
I know I will live my life to the fulliest
I know I will be the one thing I always want to be
I know I will always be me

STARS
In the dark and loney night
In the black sea with no light
I can not see the way to go
I can not find the way you know
I miss the stars that shined so bright
even in the darkest night
I miss the things we used to share
even if I pretened not to care
Those nights when you held me tight and kept me safe and warm
I never knew how much you had kept me from this raging storm
Remember those stary nights when you were there to care for me?
Remember now how you are not, and never will be there for me

DREAM
Everynight, when I see the rain glisten,
And the stars shining bright.
I look up in the sky,
And dream with al my might.
I dream of peace,
Without poverty and war.
And when I pray to God, I say, "I can’t take it anymore!!!"
Keep on dreaming,
And it might just come true.
I’ll never stop dreaming,
And neither should you.

Ashley
tapper@interactive.net

HEAVEN
Dedicated to Papa(Tom Britton)

The light in my eyes is shining oh-so bright
I can feel my heart beating As I think of you day and night.
I know that you’re not here right now,
‘Cause you’re at a better place
I thank God that I got to know you
Not just from pictures,
But seeing you face to face.

Ashley
tapper@interactive.net

I BELIEVE
I believe in many things,
I’ll try to name a few.
I believe in angels above,
Who come to protect me and you.
I believe in God,
Creator of Heaven and Earth.
Because if it weren’t for Him,
There wouldn’t be a thing called birth.
I believe in one thing,
And one thing alone.
I believe, I believe,
I believe in you.

Ashley
tapper@interactive.net

THE MAN
The wonder of life is so hard to understand.
Everyone making concepts of the world
A world created by man.
This man took many days
To create such a place.
And what do we give him,
A world filled with disgrace.
We say we’re sorry,
But it just won’t do.
We have to make it up to him,
Just me and you.
We lend a helping hand,
Giving him what he needs.
Cleaning up the environment,
Doing good deeds.
Can you guess who he is,
This man in disguise?
It’s God,
Yes God.
Reaching for His dream.

Ashley
tapper@interactive.net

EAT
Looking at you from the outside in
Your heart is bleeding and your way to thin
I see the hurt and tears in your eyes
And all the meals you let pass by
You starve yourself from day to day
And never listen to what others have to say
You're never around or fit to go out
I will never know what this is about
Yet i am gonna keep on trying to get you back
And all the strength you seem to lack

Tess Kealii Milham

UNTITLED
You
Drink me in
I taste young, sweet
I love everything
I love...
You
Cringe in disgust at the thought of me
I never wanted
to be apart from
You
Promised you were
put on this abominable earth
for me
I need
You
left without any signs
of remorse, no
cause for sympathy, no
painful, angst riddled looks from
You
hate me, while I
hate myself even more
and for making me what I am,
I
Thank
You

Nicole Pittman

NORMAL
you're sick of this shit
you're normal and can't help it
you don't know why everyone blaims you
what did you do?
you need to find that coolness key
you go to a good school and have a good family
when did suicide become fly?
it's not your fault you don't want to die
you have nice parents that you didn't pick
you like your parents, popularity is ironic
your hand edges towards the knife
you're desperite for a hard lifeso alone, with no one else
you decide to stab yourself from your arm you watch the blood flow
you ask why?
you don't know
your clothes turn red, your face turns blue
now people will like you; that's not true
maybe if you stab your throat
maybe they'll like you if yo choke
then you choke all alone you miss your good family and good home
you still sick of this shit?
was your death really worth it?

Molly
URL: http://go.to/daprofeser

MY LIFE
Today my life was boring
Yesterday i was sad
Tomarrow is another day
Till than i am glad
This week my life was crazy
Last week my life was mild
Next week is yet to come
Till then i can be wild

Tess Kealii Milham